sian

time flies. i've been in this job for more than a year. to date, its 1 year and 6 days. as reminded by my boss on the one year anniversary. haha.

things just seem to go downhill ever since i step into the second year. things went bad. even though eventually they're solved, i feel idiotic about it and people are making me feel that way. i almost teared today. relationships are slightly strained and seriously i have no intention of doing anything to loosen it of yet. i've tried this afternoon, but it was no way successful being only one-sided. and i DO NOT think that i'm wrong. ARGH.. he's such a kid!

so this is wat working life is all about. think i'm finally over the honey moon period. damn. why can't it last longer?

i've just declined the offer to go for a holiday this dec to taiwan. haha. don't ask me why. i must be out of my mind le. but to make up for it. i'm gonna start saving up for a few upcoming personal projects.

many birthdays this month. and i realised that i missed quite a number of them. sorry to all whom i've missed. it was really unintentional really. i've long lost touch with many things le. paisei.

oh.. but month of august there're a couple of things worth looking forward to:
-kukup trip with igap friedns. though i've yet to tell my parents and rearrange my tuition. but that'll eventually be done. my map for tuition has already been done up. hee.
-cultural night at AJ. hee.looking forward to it cause after which i will be able to have my sat mornign back. i can do someother things still le. yeay!
- i'm looking forward to some more shopping trips. now that my tuitions are settled, stabilised, i'm able to meet up with more friends le!!! you guys must contact me k!
- more tuitions - means more time taken, but also more fulfillment and more $$ for my above mentioned personal projects.
- personal project 1: to start sourcing next sat. heee... its a secret yet.